so it seems like my computer at home has a distorted sense of reality. everything is perfect in it's world- everything lines up properly, images work, and namely- this background doesn't look so messed up. when i get home i'll try to fix it to the best of my ability, though my computer may mess it up for me.

but then, maybe it's this computer- afterall, it IS only a SCHOOl computer.

anyway, this weather is making me down. reminding me what winter is like- the coldness and... the coldness. also, the coldness.

i'm finished all my bio, so i'm learning about the different types of depression.

i wonder how many other people's lives revolve around diaryland, calgarypunk, and msn messenger. sitting here makes me feel incredibly alone.

depersonalization (de-per-son-al-ih-za-shun). that's like now, isn't it?

disordered speech is where it's at. it's a "positive" symptom of schizophrenia, whatever that means. i'm learning alot of things this class that would otherwise be wasted on bio stuff.

apr�s - vers l'avant

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