tell me how it was. tell me how you existed. i want to know everything and i want to know if that world is parallel to this one. and i want to imagine myself in that world instead of this one, i want to create a new me in that world. so tell me everything so i can sit here for the rest of the afternoon and dream of who i could meet and who i would betray. and i could dream of who would miss me.

i can detect your condescending tone, and i can recognize that arrogant smile and i can mind that disdainful glance. you can't fool me.

i make fun of myself every single day. maybe that should stop.

and i'm not sad, i just want to trust someone so badly. i just want something beautiful to happen here, right now.

apr�s - vers l'avant

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